I'm not your cover up no more

So I caught my bf on grindr 2 times now both times he said he was using it to help a friend frame his cheating gf I didn't know much about grindr but the more I learned there are no girls on there thos guys ain't looking for no pussy they want dick so the first time I believed him cuz I didn't know so the second time I actually seen he was sending his dick and body and face pics to these guys and they were sending him there ass pics and shit. He still stuck to this helping a friend find a cheating gf even tho he knows I made one to try and talk to him on there we fat for 2 days he ended up breaking my TV and I finally told him to leave I didn't give a fuck he had no were to go.... so then he tells me how he's so stressed and his grandmother just died I kown how he would tell me how he felt about her so I felt so bad to leave this man I love cuz even though all this I still love him I can't just shake the love I have Idk why ... but I felt so bad and couldn't imagine the pan he was feeling so I let him stay ... well a week later we were sapose to move out are apartment and stay with my family for a month but the day we had everything planed to move and my only day off befor the day we had to be out he decided he was gonna fix the car and that he didn't want to do it that day so I had to ask my family to help me do it so the family members we were gonna stay with says he can no longer stay with us cuz he left me to do it on my own.... so now I am at my family's house with my kid I haven't cryed in days my kids are back to being there happy silly selfs... so I go on my daughter's table to cheak my emails and his stupid ass has his emails going there also so apparently the day we moved out the day I was crying my eyes out that he had to sleep in a car feeling so bad for him he mad a crigslist post to find men to sleep with and all the emails are on my daughter's table so tomorrow I'm gonna give him the cloths I have here of his get my TV that he has of mine and when he's gone and back to were ever he is staying I'm gonna tell him I'm done bing his little cover up and it over .... o and after I got to my family's house I found out for his dad that his grandmother never died he lied about that so I would make him leave 😠😠😠😠 I'm feeling so angry so used so discussed and so scared what could this men he was sleeping with could have had.

Sorry it's so long I just needs to vent