Week 6 troubles

I feel guilty. I found out i was pregnant around 4w. The honeymoon is over. At first I was obsessed with every minute of every day, and then shit got real: morning sickness started on Monday. Im sorry--ALL DAY SICKNESS started on Monday. The breeze makes my boobs hurt, i cant get comfortable at night so i am not resting well, I have an aversion to most foods and drinks and am nauseated all day long yet hingry at the same time, and i am feeling very down and sad. Im in a constant state of sleep-deprived, flu-feeling misery. I know this is normal-i think-but i feel like a horrible person that i am feeling so bad in my head. I wish i could smile through all of this bc the end result is something beautiful, but thats not the case. I find myself having to remind myself i am pregnant bc its so easy to be depressed as if i have a terminal illness-bc thats exactly how i feel. I also feel weak and like a cry baby and wonder if i am even woman enough to do this. I have soooo much to do and zero energy to do most of it so i feel held hostage by my own body. This is my first baby and i just wanted to put this out there in case anyone can read this and say "i totally know what you are going through, its going to be ok, you dont have to feel guilty". Thank you to whoever took the time to read my rant. Have a blessed Sunday❤