I never thought being pregnant would consist of me being on bed rest since I was 22 weeks. I've seen so many women work two jobs there full-time term deliver a healthy baby but that was not the case for me. This is my second time being hospitalized because I have bleeding and the doctors just can't seem to figure out where it's coming from. They did all types of checks STDS ,infectious disease checks on him but he's a healthy baby and he has a healthy mom as well. This is my first and last one.. the father has not been here and it's been hard and I just don't think I can have another child again because I've been through so many emotions and I know I'm not the only one but I honestly do pray that his father decides to come around not just for me because I'm still in love with him and I still love him but just to be here and hold him and tell him how much HE loves him that would be awesome so just pray for me guys that we'll get it together.