Break up

I'm hurt. How can someone say they "love me" but verbally abuse me so much? I'm tired of it. I'm tired of having someone raise their voice at me, yell at me, call me names. I need to mature and he's not going to change. I'm hurt by this but this has been going on for to long, I'm ready for my family and friends bringing happiness in my life. I've never been so disgusted in someone