Need to vent.....do not judge or negative comments

Im getting nervous for his arival and as it gets closer its still havent kicked in that im about to have a baby so o havent been getting prepared i have doubts sometimes about being a good mom i really am afraid that i wont know what im doing.....its bringing me down........also im starting to see how fake peoples words are i had three people telling me "i have baby clothes that i dont need i want to give them to you " ok very nice but that was last month amd i still havent gotten any smh things is just going wrong but im trying hard to get myself ready for him and get things ready im on bed rest so i have to depend on people around me this sucks