I miss being pregnant..

So I'll start of saying that I don't plan on getting pregnant any time soon.

I'm 17 years old and have been with my boyfriend for 2 years in February. We have an almost 4 month old daughter and things have been going great but I miss seeing those two lines. I miss feeling her kick. I miss ultrasounds. I miss the big rush of impending labor. I have a long road ahead though. There's so much I need to do before having another baby.

I need to get my GED. I need to get a license. I need to lose weight. I need to get back on my meds for depression and anxiety. I need to just find balance. I just wish that feeling would go away :/