Mad or grateful

Shameara
So my babydaddy told me when I was 2weeks to abort the baby and he don't want nothing to do with me. Then when I was 4months wants to be all in my face saying I love you but if it's not a boy we can't be together because I got 3girls. So when he found out that I am having a girl we broke up and he don't want nothing to do with the baby. I'm 28weeks now I'm a single mother. He don't want nothing to do with me or the baby it makes me mad but also grateful because I will be a better mother and father to my babygirl then he will ever be. I'm scared to do this on my own but imma try my best to be a great mother