I almost killed myself

I had to put this up of my baby because you guys just don't know! I have been going through it and because of this guy (my all) and God(obviously) I am making it through. I finally got enough courage to tell him that I was touched inappropriately by my cousin. I was so scared, embarrassed, ashamed & more because I felt like it was my fault. That's not it though I became really really depressed to the point I was going to admit myself because I couldn't take it anymore. I then lost my grandmother who was my heart and things got way worse! I almost took my own life. If he never would have found me I would be dead.  GOD is so awesome !!!! And this man omg they took care of me when I just felt so defeated and wanted to tried to end it all! I thank God for this handsome man every single day! He has been here through it all and has never once made me feel like I didn't matter or that I am anything less than his beautiful queen! Now I am doing much better and it's all because of these two(God & my love). Shouts out to the love of my life for doing the damn thing I love you baby!!!💙💙💙