I don't know where to begin. After multiple positive test now I'm only getting negatives.. No bleeding just yet but I know it is coming.. My emotions are everywhere. 1. At least I can get pregnant... 2. Grief.. Rest in paradise sweet angel baby! I'll see you one day! 3. Relief that I didn't announce publicly and have to relive this multiple times. 4. Confusion. Why did this happen? Will this happen again? I'm not sure how to feel..