miscarriage

2 days ago I found out that I had just miscarried. Ever since I have been devestated. My doctors not covers me until Monday but I don't know how I will be okay with going back to work in the state I'm in right now. I just can't hear people ask me if I'm okay, or asking me why I was gone all weekend. It will eat me up and I will loose it and have to ball my eyes out in the bathroom 😔 another problem I'm having is I feel broken. I feel like I failed as a mother even though my doctor told me there was nothing I could of done. My sex drive is extremely low and I don't even see a day in the near future of when I will want to have sex again. I'm scared for us to try again because I never want to go through something like this again. I would not even wish it upon my worst enemy 😭 have any of you other ladies had miscarriages and felt the same way? If so can you shed some light for me and let me know how you over came your loss and returning to work.