Tear* 😰

My bf has been so stressed and depressed lately and it's been having such a negative effect on our relationship.. I know I'm not causing him to be depressed or anything, it's just life.. We talked about it and he explains what upsets him but Idk how to help. There's like nothing I can do and I feel like it's breaking down our relationship.

It's hard to keep a relationship going when you can barley keep yourself going.. I've been there, I just handle it better than him. Soon I have to go back to my sister's house and he and I won't be together for Idk how long but it scares me bc I know we both get caught up in life that it'll probably be hard to make time for each other.

We used to live together and we were engaged but life is just fucking us really hard right now that we had to take a break and get things together as individuals... People say we should just stick together and make it work but it's not that easy.. One moment we are so in love and the next we are too focused on how we are gonna make it through the week without breaking down and completely giving up on life.

With all the birthdays and events and holidays coming up plus all the working we have to do to pay bills and take care of ourselves as individuals it's so hard to focus on a relationship. We obviously want to be together and it sucks when we aren't together physically it's just so frustrating...