Hi ladies I know it's been five days since I have posted since I went to er but everything went doe from them. My c diff ended up coming back worse than ever and I lost the baby. I also took a turn for the worse w my health and almost died they had to remove all my colon and I have to live w a bag attached to me for three months till they can put half my colon back in and hope I don't need the back anymore final not critical anymore thank god. One thing I can live w is that my ob said that the baby couldn't have survived the surgery two nights ago so I would have lost her said my cerclage was still in tacked so in a year or whenever I'm ready to try again it had anything to do w the baby part I mean I'm. Not thinking of that anytime soon just feels a little better to know what hesaid