Just found out my boyfriend has been cheating on me

I just found out my boyfriend has been cheating on me my heart is broken. I'm the mother of his child and he doesn't care about me. I feel suicidal. I already have post partum depression and his excuse is that "He's not going to wait for me." Because I haven't been I'm the mood to have sex. I just had my daughter 7 weeks ago.. I can't stop crying I'm so hurt

Britinii how dare you assume that I love him more than my child. You don't understand how depressed I am right now and how hard it is for me to even get up in the morning. I love my child more than anything. I'm just broken and I'm not in my right mind.

BTW I already broke up with him. I'm not stupid and I'm not going to stay with a cheater.