I'm "afraid" to go anywhere without my boyfriend for long periods of time because I'm afraid he will fall back into his addiction and watch porn again. You may say "who cares if he watches porn" but I do because he had an addiction before I moved in with him that he worked on to get rid of, but I won't go anywhere without him because I'm afraid he will start again and he won't tell me if he does or not. Currently we're around eachother 24/7. Literally.