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im 38 weeks and 2 days prego me & my bf plan to have our bby but now we aint togther anymore hes not involved disaperd whatevers i love him still its been 3 months since we broke up out those 3 months we talk twices i havent hear from him in a month so im asuming he aint going be involved with my bby im hurt & devesteted but im tryn to get over it but i just dnt know how? mine i havent reach out him nomore i left ass if he want know about the bby he knows my number. anyways it hurts me my bby aint going have her dad she aint going to know what a dad is how will i explain to her why she dnt have a dad in her life, when its time to talk and she learns to say ma and pa what do i do just not teach her what papa means ?