One day I was working and a group of 5ish girls around my age (19) were loooking and they were giggling towards me and I heard one of them say that I was ugly and fat and I've always been worried that I was ugly and I've been working on being confident and that just tore me down... I don't know I mean this post feeling like I'm trying to vindicate myself and what not... these are like the only photos I've ever really liked the last one was this summer so that's why I look severely different... I've gained like twenty pounds since that..