depression and pregnant.

Tessi
I'm 18 I just turned 18 2 days before I found out I was pregnant. My boyfriend at the time broke up with me because he wasn't ready to be a father. I really scared I thought about adoption but I feel like there's something wrong with my child. I have also thought about abortion but I'm really scared and I feel like I've already attached. The reason why I feel like there is something wrong is because I am in my 7 week and I am cramping a lot and it's painful. I told my mom the day I found out and she took it a lot better then what I thought though my mom says some negative things and she isn't as supportive as I would like. I feel alone and I feel like I have no one to help me decide on what I should do. I cry all the time now I'm depressed a lot. My ex contacted me acouple days ago and told me if I have my kid that he has rights and he isn't going to sign his rights away to anyone, and the only reason why I would keep it is so my kid would be adopted but if he doesn't sign his rights I won't be able to. If anyone has any advice for me please reply and please don't. Leave mean or hateful comments nor judgments.