FTM and terrified
I'm being induced Wed night, I'm not scared of labor. I'm scared of afterwards. When we come home. What if I don't know what to do. What if I don't have that attachment and motherly instinct. Don't get me wrong, I am so excited and can't wait to have her. But the reality has been setting in these past few days. I'm getting overly stressed and worried about finances, being a good mother, having someone depend on me 24/7, my whole world changing. I'm used to just going whenever, oh I need to go grab this from the store? Just jump in car and go. Now I'll have this little life to carry everywhere with me. I'm just so scared. I guess it's just nerves. Everyone says as soon as they lay her in my arms everything will make perfect sense. But what if it doesn't? That I won't even feel like I was really living life without her in it. What if I wasn't made to be a mom? Just knowing it's time I'm really starting to freak out. I just want to be a good mom 😂😭😍😭😂
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