I'm so excited but so worried about my pregnancy. I'm 5 weeks I think today. My entire life since I was a kid, I've wanted to be a mom. I would tell people my career goal is to be a mommy. Now that I'm 25 it's happening! I graduated college with my degree, I went through my party years, I've done everything I've wanted to do. My DB and I planned this pregnancy! My DB and I also plan to get

married so im not worried if he's the one or not. We're just waiting for him to ask my dad for my hand, the old fashion way! He confessed to me one night how he wanted a baby so bad with me and I secretly did too! I got off the pill and two months later we fell pregnant! We had no idea it would happen so fast. Maybe a little too fast. My DB and I don't live together yet, we live with our parents. Getting an apartment in SoCal is so hard cause everything is $2,000+.  I was just fired from my job a week later after finding out the news. I'm worried I have to find a job now before I start showing. I'm also worried because now I have to pick an insurance based off of my income. I was going to pick Kaiser but now I'm jobless I'll have to go back to medical. I'm worried what our parents will think. Will our parents be mad at us?? I think his family will be happy but I'll be the first in my family to have a child so I have nothing to base their reaction on. I don't want our parents to be mad at us. I'm worried to tell my friends because I don't want them to judge me for being pregnant without 2 stable incomes. I'm so worried. I think maybe we shouldn't of tried to conceive and this was a mistake. I love my nugget though. I'm hoping it's a boy. Why have I wanted this for so lot but now that it's happening I regret it all and I'm scared? Why do I feel like I'm 16 and pregnant when I'm 25 and perfectly old enough??