a little sad today

So I recently suffered my second miscarriage this year. My first one was around May and I was supposed to be 8 weeks but the baby measured around 6 weeks still. Then this recent one I was 12 weeks and literally spent all day at the hospital was told I wasn't going to miscarry then they sent me home. I woke up that night with a lot of pain and I passed him on the toilet. And this was around the end of September beginning of October. I'm just now getting my period back. I'm reaching out for hope and I feel I get let down every time. I do have a bicornate uterus and the doctor said that could be the problem but I don't know if there is anything they could do to fix it or why that should be a problem because it only really effects the baby when I'm in my third trimester. But, I just need some words of wisdom because it's just one of those days where I'm just a little sad. Thank you in advance to anyone that responds. 💙💙💙