Thought I was getting better with my son and handling things really good. Got on new medication and felt more like myself.

Then last night happened... I got into a fight with my husband over the house not being clean, I know, stupid thing to be mad over. But I totally lost it.. I couldn't get a hold of myself and ended up cutting my wrists just to get some sort of a relief..

Thankfully my son was at his grandparents house at the time and my mother-in-law had to come over to help calm me down..

I just want to feel like myself again.. I want to enjoy my husband and my son and not feel like a total mental person..

I'm sure anyone who reads this will think I'm totally crazy and you wouldn't be too far off.

I just feel like I do okay for a while and then this happens..

Does it ever get better?