TTC, MMC, Long cycle, BFNs, Frustrated

R • 27. RN. Married. 2boys, 9years & infant 💙

26. TTC #2, have an almost 8year old son from a previous relationship. TTC a baby with my husband, tried for 6months and got pregnant, ended up having a MMC at 11weeks 3 days in March. Took misoprostol, passed gestational sac, found out my uterus is retroverted.. Endometrium still very thick (from what they could tell). Ended up hemorrhaging over a month later and needed a D&C due to necrotic placenta remnants. Awful experience. I have never felt so disconnected from the world.

Fast forward to now... Started trying again, not too precisely because I just started a new job, but I noticed my cycles seem to get longer and longer. Usually I'm about 30-32 days, but lately I've had 35, 37, 39 day cycles.. & random 29 day cycle? and it worries me :( I thought maybe it was due to stress and my job.. I work in an clinic full of women as well and all our periods are off because of each others trying to sync up haha. I've also had mid cycle spotting randomly (never had before) at CD 23... When I miscarried my ovaries were completely normal and they did see one corpus luteal cyst that was apparently small & normal. I have taken a million pregnancy tests with all BFNs.. No sign of my period. I've had some random cramping and that's it. I just wish I knew what was going on!

Frustrated with the BFNs and long cycle... Just needed to vent😠