missing my oh

So my nights are getting harder.. I'm exhausted. But my body just isn't letting me sleep. No position is comfy. I get dead legs & arms.. all I want is a nice cuddle & to go to sleep. 
But me & oh are sleeping separately as I feel so guilty disturbing him at night.   & I miss him being in bed with me. 
4 weeks to go ( if I don't go over) I can't wait to have my snuggle buddies!