sometimes i feel very happy to be having my baby boy , like he means the world to me and i want to be his mommy . but my mother wants me to give the baby up for adoption and i know it's not her choice it's mine & i want my baby & i feel like since i'm going threw so much controversy sometimes even when strangers ask me if i am pregnant i get really shy and say no . i think it's really weird and it gives me butterflies . but why ???? & my sister is like whatever over it and is blobbing her big mouth to everyone in the city & then i have my loving fathers family in tennessee that is so excited for me to have a baby . should i do it own my own here i am at now or move to tennessee ? i'm in the process of getting my own apartment & also me and the father aren't together anymore smh