Seeing pregnant Family & Friends and being emotional

Currently my Fiancé and I are trying for our rainbow baby after two losses. A close friend of mine is exactly two months behind what my pregnancy "should've" been. And last week I ran into family that I havent seen in some time since they moved, My cousin is 14 weeks pregnant and I could barely hold back from crying infront of her. I feel so uncomfortable and vulnerable seeing and hearing pictures or stories about their pregnancies. I should be happy for them but I just feel angry, jealous and overall heart broken, especially when they are close people to me. This is our first month ttc, so Im praying once and if I do conceive (fingers crossed) that those feelings will go away & I will be nothing but happy for my loved ones and their babies. Any of you ladies feel the same?