I cant fight this fight anymore. With myself...

I had a guy any girl would dream of marrying.

We were gonna get married,have a few babies.

We were gonna go to Jamaica,scuba dive,whale watching. We were gonna get a house,and he was gonna be the handy man and constantly fix something.

We had these plans. They were real. I thought they were gonna happen.

But nope. I lost him. I lost my dreams,and all my love. I am so sick,in every way.