Jealously 😢

My husband and I have been TTC for about two years now with no luck, I can't help but get so jealous when others get pregnant unexpectedly and had no plans to and act like it's horrible. It makes me resentful and bitter, I try really hard not to be this way but I can't seem to help it. I pray about it and pray about it but the bitterness is still there. Hopefully I'm not the only one who feels this way.... 😢😢