Ever have the feeling you're out before AF is even due?

Candace
Not feeling too confident about getting a BFP this month. It's my 11th month TTC. With the help of Clomid I did ovulate last month...YAY, but I'm not so sure this month. Had positive opk and temp spike but I've had that before without ovulation. I'm also not having any symptoms PMS or pregnancy. I don't know how to feel anymore. I'm becoming numb to the disappointment honestly.