Baby blues!

Candice • Hi I'm a mom of 2 a boy and girl. We had the up most surprise finding out we were pregnant with baby number 3.i just had cervical cancer and had surgery end if January was in birth control so surprise
Just spilling my feelings... baby blues suck! :( I had them bad with my first not really with my second and hard core with this one. I hate the long periods of sadness and feeling like crying about everything. I have felt guilty for my older two because I'm wrapped up with the new baby, i feel sad because he's growing quickly, i feel sad because the sun came out, i feel sad because i saw a $5 scarf that i wanted and felt guilty... catch the problem. I just should be happy everyone's happy i feel im failing but I'm not. My SO is amazing and happy my children love their sibling and my kids have been an amazing help and happy. Damn hormones for real! I don't feel angry at all at my baby i don't feel resentment or anything i just feel like crying all the time!