Karma is a bitch

Me and my fiancé (boyfriend back then) broke up because he felt like I didn't appreciate him and felt I was still texting other guys .... my feelings was hurt because I never been broken up with before so I faked moved on to a guy I used to deal with in my past unfortunately I got pregnant during our breakup and didn't know I was pregnant until we got back together he knew I was pregnant thought it was his so I secretly got an abortion (the pill) which i made look like miscarriage now i feel like karma is biting me in the ass cause now I want to have a baby with my fiancé but it won't happen