Birth videos online

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Anyone watching any? Making me on the verge if tears lol- trying to prepare myself mentally by watching them. Not that everyone goes through a problem free delivery. I am just seeing different things happen in videos wondering my reactions. This one I watched where the morher kept pushing and nothing happened and the doctor kept saying he has to do an episiotomy and she kept arguing with him. Lol i think if they need to do one, I dont wana be told. Just do it and tell me afterwards. 😝