another failed fertility cycle

Julie
Well, AF came today which means yet another failed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> cycle.  so please allow me this rant against the lovely nurses at the fertility center. 
Can we all please stop being so fucking optimistic!  When I shoot myself full of FSH and I only make 5 follicles, don't tell me "great job" when in reality a normal AFC is at least 10-18. And especially don't talk about how we are going to handle quintuplets when we both know I'll be incredibly lucky if even one of these eggs takes.  
Give me some respect. If you told me in reality the chances for a successful pregnancy with ovulation induction was 10% in my situation. We're still calibrating doses with this cycle and we'd most likely have to do multiple cycles, I can handle that. I'd inject myself in the stomach a 1000 times gladly. But when you don't tell me any numbers and act so cheerful and pleased with my every visit it gets my hopes up. And I'd rather have a realistic picture of what this is going to take and maybe get pleasantly surprised by an early BFP, then have my hopes shattered with each period. As I put another box of tampons in my grocery cart I seriously want to punch you the next time I ask, "Is that good?" And instead of facts you reply "All it takes is one."
Sincerely, 
35yo. Diminished ovarian reserve. AMH 0.4
PS. If you are in the same boat, please share with me your story. I need some real idea of what to expect.