Does anyone else feel this way? Idk why I do honestly, maybe the fact that he has a great personality and can easily talk to people and has more friends? People just seem to be so mean. Girls are fucking mean to me most of the time. Don't get me wrong, it's not like I'd ever want to take that from my boyfriend. He is amazing. I just wish I was like that. Instead, I'm abnormally socially awkward and have the worst social anxiety ever. There's just something about him that makes me jealous though and I know it's stupid, but I can't help how I feel. 😓 And I am also aware that I do not have much love for myself, so you can save your time on that one. Anyone else? It's so upsetting and it constantly bothers me