Woke up this morning with AF a day early. I just laid in bed bawling my eyes out. My husband, so sweet, came in asked what was wrong. In between sobs I told him. He just sat beside me rubbing my back letting me know he was there. I know it hurts him as much as it hurts me when I see that blood. He told me to stay in bed as long as I needed and he would take care of our sons and the cleaning. The hard part will be tomorrow for second Thanksgiving I be with my sister in law and step sister in law who are both pregnant. Just praying to get through it. After 19 cycles we are taking a break from testing, diva cups, and lubes and getting back to us as a couple.