As I sit here, I can't help but to feel broken inside, I'm crying as I'm writing this, although I know I'm lucky and blessed and thankful for this life! It's been 2 years trying and I ask myself why me? When will it be me? I just found out someone is pregnant, I'm happy for them it's going to be their 4th child,they really want a girl and hope they receive another precious baby! GOD I know I shouldn't question you, but I'm ready. I promise you I will be the best mother I can possibly be and love him/her with all my might.. 😪