don't know how to feel

Tatiana
Hi!!!! Well I just don't even know how to feel. Today I got my BFP.........and i am happy, scared, confused and numb all at the same time. I have a beautiful 7 year old daughter..........and my wonderful 8 month baby boy.........needless to say I am scared. Told my husband today and he was soooo supportive and happy..........I feel happy but like I'm stuck on a tornado watching everything spinning around me.....overwhelmed. I am happy but worried, how will I give them each enough attention, when my mother finds out she's going to kill me ( I'm 31 and married but my mom is a bit controlling) . Just really needing some words of encouragement. I know god has a reason and a plan, it's all in his hands.