So I was doing a blow Jon to my boyfriend, and I looked up to his eyes and he offered me to do a 69. He had eating me out before, so I said yes. When he was getting the position so I could be on top of him, I just got terrified and couldn't do it, I thing I felt awkward doing it. I honestly don't know what happened. I told him that I felt awkward and he told me to relax, so I kinda sat on top o him and then I started laughing so hard. He told me that I was making it more awkward than already was and he got mad at me. I love him so much but I don't really know how to don't make it awkward and seat on his head. Any tips?