"Marks of motherhood" TMI

Oh boy this is a embarrassing topic .. But I suppose it's an acceptable one to bring up .. At about 4 months pregnant I got the dreaded hemroids . We'll on the other note I'm now nine months postpartum and still have the dreaded hemroids . It doesn't really bother me as far as pain (it did at first ) but now that Ive healed it doesn't hurt  , but It has been known to get rather swollen after BM . And i sometimes feel rather awkward during BD . I feel like it's got a big sign saying hey I'm down here look at me ... I seriously doubt DH has even noticed it .. But still it's time for it to leave it's paid it's visit and been here LONG ENOUGH . Is there any home remidies that will cure this bothersom problem I'm having that keeps reoccurring?? . Sorry for the tmI (: