a mild vent

KRG
I'm not mad. I'm really not and saying I'm disappointed just sounds like a cheap play. However I was really looking forward to having at least 30 minutes to myself today when my husband got off work. He works 12 hour shifts, so I know he's exhausted. He pretty much eats, has a glass of wine or beer, watches something short with me and passes out, repeat.
Today was a rough day for him and he was extra exhausted. He even apologized for going to bed so early.
I'm really really not mad. I just wanted to be able to have a tiny break. Our son doesn't like to sleep in his crib or pack n play unless my husband is home (I don't know why he won't do it for me) or he only sleeps in his bouncer, which I know they're not supposed to or he sleeps on me. Im just tired and I hate it because then my husband feels bad for not "helping me" enough. I told him as long as I can get a mini break most days and he lets me sleep in on his days off, I'm happy. 
Okay, mini vent over.