I can't..

Hey ladies ,

Me and my bf have been together for 4 yrs.

We have a 3 month old son and he has 2 kids from a diff relationship.. im still tender down there and i just got over my period well i hope today i usually give it 3 days to be completely gone being i usually get it agian..

well my bf has asked for something every day. He works weekends snd has rest wk off. He works 40 hrs in those 3 days. And i give him credit he busts his ass

So the other night i went down on him i went down on him 3 days in a row! He didnt get off and everytime the baby woke up . So tonight we tooka shower together went down on him baby woke up than he ASKED me agian before he went to bed and i was feeding the baby i told him id send him a pic to see if itll help him get off so he can do his self.

He than tells me to keep my picture he don't want it and goes to bed. He comes back downstairs says hes not trying to he a dick and he brings up shit from the past tells me its been a yr in a half since we had sex and i NEED to do something tomorrow to get my sex drive up cause he can't take it anymore..

For 1. Its not been a year in a half

For 2. I do so much and i feel like irs not enough

3. I take care of the baby by myself 4 days a wk. With NO HELP. Clean the house do the laundry make the beds take care of the dog the dishes the floors etc im exhausted but yet im supose to just screw Him whenever.

He than tells me how he dnt do this n this and this. Like im sorry it hurts when i have sex still i just had a baby and it hurt prior to that im not makin it up.

Now all while doing everything i listed above tomorrow i gotta find time to fix my sex drive...im drained i have nothin left :(

Advice.

PLz no bashing