1st Trimester

I am 4 weeks, 6 days pregnant. My husband and i have been trying to get pregnant for a 1 and a half years. During that time we have been pregnant twice but we miscarried one at 6 weeks and the other at almost 8 weeks. This is our 3rd time trying and all we want is a healthy baby. Because of the two miscarriages I am monitoring EVERYTHING!! I have had two instances of spotting already. They were both noticed when wiping after using the bathroom. The first was while i was at work, end of the day and it was red to pink. By the time i got home it had stopped and i rested the rest of the evening. The second time was a few days later after running some errands and grocery shopping. I noticed that time I had only ate once with very little hydration. Like before when i noticed the spotting (pink and brown) I ate some food, drabk down about 40 oz of water and layed down. Within a few hours no bleeding and i felt better.

After that I have been nervous but trying to stay positive. Saying a little prayer everytime i go to the restroom, eatting all the right things, staying well hydrated and resting a lot. My pregnancy symptoms are mild to moderate. This pregnancy definitely feels like when i was pregnant with my son and daughter. My first visit is 12/7 and i really want to see that heartbeat. Lol.....I have been looking for an OTC HCG level testing thinking this would make me feel more confident that this baby will stick. I am not sure I have a question, however any insight would be appreciated. Thanks for the read amd time this morning!