So I just saw the man who took my virginity over the summer. The man that trapped me in a car and got mad when I said no to sex. The man that took my virginity after I changed my mind. He is now married but why am I so upset? I have no idea after I drove by his new house that is now in the same town. His house is gonna be less than a mile from the house that I am going to be moving to. So after I drove by it I sat in my car and froze and stared at the sky trying to see why I deserve this trying to see the bright side. I'm honestly so scared right now. I thought that I would never see him again.