Son of a.....!

Ivory
So, I just came back from visiting the hospital not too long ago. While I was there, I found out I have mono!!! I feel awful now (emotionally) because I've come to realize I can't kiss or do anything with my boyfriend for 4-6 weeks until the symptoms go away. I feel like crying ( period hormones most likely) because I love kissing him and we had planned for some fun (😉) tomorrow. I felt terrible about telling him that I had to cancel and that he now has to wait even longer. I hope this won't be a reason he brakes up with me and I hope he doesn't think I'm cheating on him. (No I did not get it from him, and no I have not kissed other people.)