in the bum..

Soooo, me and my boyfriend have spoken about anal, he's done it before, I haven't, kinda scared it gonna hurt but I'm quite excited at the same time. I know he's not going to be as rough as he usually is and we're going to use lube, I wanted poppers as well but not sure where to buy it, any first time expirences willing to share? Just want to get an idea first before I full on sat he can do it