So many BFNs 😫😢

AF due tomorrow and all I have been getting are stark white negatives. Trying to be optimistic, but I'm losing hope. And to top it off I have to go to my friends graduation party, which they are also going to announce her pregnancy. I'm doing this new thing where I'm not going to be bitter, even though it's so hard. I know if the tables were turned she would be happy for me. It's all in His time. It will happen. I just keep reminding myself that.
"The pain that you've been feeling, can't compare to the joy that's coming." Romans 8:18