Feeling Alone

Alex
I recently moved to the South Pacific for work and am having such a hard time adjusting. Here I am "living the dream" but I feel like I'm living a nightmare. My Boyfriend and I have been dating a year and a half, and he to moved to the South Pacific with me. While living in Texas we were inseparable. Always going out with friends and going on special dates together. Since moving here we've lost our friend group, our family and the closeness we had over there. I hate that I feel this way but at times I don't even want to be around him. We get in so many arguments here, we barely go out because our island doesn't have much to do. Not to mention the only thing you're allowed to do on sundays is go to church... even beaches aren't allowed to be used. I love chris and I love everything he has sacrificed to be here with me. But I don't know how to pull myself out of this "rut." I just want to feel normal again... not the odd man out