So sick!

Dana
According to Glow af should have been here on the 13th. It didn't come. I have a tendency to be irregular every so often. It's very frustrating since I'm usually consistent every month and then out of no where things get flipped around. Part of me is thinking that's what's happening now while the other half of me is saying otherwise. I'm afraid to take a test cause I don't want it to be negative. But there are random parts of the day that I get so nauseous I want to hide under a blanket and sleep it off. Sadly I go to sleep feeling that way and wake feeling the same way. I know at some point I will take a test, but if it does come back negative I might just freak out. If I am pregnant I would probably only be a month. I don't understand why I would be feeling this way now. I haven't told my husband about how I've been feeling or that I'm late because I want to be sure before saying anything to him. I know he'll be ecstatic that time he finds out he's going to be a dad. I don't want to get his hopes up just for the possibility to be shot down. I just felt the need to vent and talk to someone before telling my husband. Thanks for listening everyone!