love me.

Why is it so hard?
Why is it so hard to tell me how much you love me? 
I mean do you even truly love me?
I beg and beg for more of you..
And you tell me you'll try to be more emotionally connected..
Yet years later it's still the same thing.
I am a woman. I want to know you love me and exactly how much you do.. I want you to tell me.. show me.. all of that. 
I just want you to love me..