We found out we were pregnant 1.5 weeks ago. But before then I've been having dreams of miscarrying. On top of my husband and i having communication issues and him even getting upset to the point where he told me he doesnt want to be married to me anymore. We miscarried last yr at 15 weeks and i have been scared shitless. The dreams are very harsh so i try to keep myself awake. I am literally crying constantly because my feelings are hurt. My husband came to me and apologized because he was upset. But because he said what he said, my mom and brother dont even want to see his face right now because they feel he is also part of my stress.. i love my husband but sometimes he can be a real fucktard. I just try to keep calm for the sake of my rainbow baby but it's hard because i dont have anyone that can relate to me. My husband tries to talk to me but he can't fathom what im feeling.. This is hard for me. I want this baby so bad and i dont know what I'd do if i had to take another loss. Sorry for venting so long