Running away 😟

Do you ever get that feeling where you just want to up and run far away! This past year has been the happiest and most stressful I had my beautiful baby boy in April which in turn I had to leave my job of 5 years because daycare cost so now we are on one income and just barely scraping by to save what we worked so hard for but I feel like I'm hitting a breaking point and just want to sell everything we own and run I don't know what to do anymore I miss working and feel really useless not bringing home an income plus all my so called friends turned out not to be true I also have been feeling as if my depression is coming back but since we can't afford insurance I have been fighting it back on my own I know God has a plan for us and I have complete faith in him but I'm so stressed any advice is appreciated even if you have any financial advice! 😢😢